pointe*

2004-10-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting
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disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting
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THING!

2004-10-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

hey! thanks everybody who remembered by bdae despite finals and all! :D

melissa chiew
i loved that letter! thanks alot alot alot. it made me laugh like shit larh. personal to personal. official blah. thanks for the photo too! ilu pretty girl!

chenye
thanks loadsies! time really flies. like what you've mentioned in your blog. we've been best of friends for 8 years! and counting. (: thanks for talking to me when im bored. thanks for encouraging me, helping me, listening to me and last but not least, being there for me! love ya! -huggs-

ellen
hey dear! thanks for the prezzie too! lets go cycling again in the hols yepps? love ya tons! thanks for brightening up my life. (:

chair
thanks for that pink pink biscuit thingy. hahahhas. u go girl! (: beware of a certain *ahem okies? love ya!

mel ann
ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu! all our diets and exercise plans and shopping! our rubbish about seng boon and us waving to breadtalk baker and mrt man! love ya tons. (:

shar, ying qing, charleen
thanks alot alot alot for the pink starr* its so pretty! (: thanks for remembering my bdae and thanks for that pretty little star. i shall name it/her venus! (:

keira and lynn
HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHA. okies. firstly, thanks alot alot for the huge star* andromeda. and the bag. thanks for encouraging me all the time, trying to make me more sensible, going to OKH with me, spending hours there, helping me with pointe*, listening to my xiao ming stories, walk around town with me, watch trocks with me, lending me money.. dah dah dah. (: thanks loadsies. ilu.

martina
thanks for remembering my bdae and staying up so late with me! love ya tons! :D

austin
thanks for remembering my bdae as well! (: keeping me awake during exam period. :D

david jie
take care of yourself! speedy recovery yepps! dont worry about your injury! :D thnaks for keeping me awake late at night too! thanks!

stanley
MR MAGIC!! u promised to turn ____ into a carrot so u better keep your promise! thanks alot for the scorebook. (: i'll try to learn those songs! thanks for showing me all your magic tricks that are ermm. magical? haahhas. and u better stop becoming skinnier! its unfair. how can u burn 500000 calories everyday. ): have fun in tekong. or wherever you are. or at least try to (:

daryl
thanks for that starry starry thing. (: havent seen you for such a long long time. study hard for your last paper tmr yepps! :D

louis
*ahem ahem*
lalalala.
thanks for the STONE and the necklace.
and thanks for making me *ahem all the time and laugh all the time.

btw. wheres ur mp3... hohoho. :D

2004-10-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

hello everybody! im back. :) after all the horrifying finals. left with chinese on tuesday. (: went out to study with cy ytd. starbucks again. hohoho. then went with lynn and keira to miss leong's class. oh man. she only teachers diploma in NAFA. which is like a 5 day week kinda curriculum. :( guess yangs, bianca and i will have to stay in crestar and hopefully join one out of her four classes here. oh man. im suppose to be doing something more productive than doing this blog. i think blogs are stupid. why do you want ten million people around the world reading about your life. its stupid i tell you. cant wait for next week.when im finally 15. ahems. and i cant wait to go back to horizon for classes. i miss horizon! and pointe work with cindy zhuang. and towning. and gymming and running and alpha bits. sobs.

2004-07-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

okies. today was really a super super day! :) dance in the morning with the sec ones. lalala. was quite early (??) cos daddy sent me there. was telling lynn and aiming about my future plans. hoho. dance studio was locked. blah blah. looked for mrs koh. cindy lao shi didnt come today so we just did the usual ji ben gong. jasmine came as well. to learn pointe. but.. oh wells. spent alot alot of time on tan tiao. cos many sec ones still cant get some stuff. but i have to admit that many many sec ones are really good. yepps. and i still cant get the stupid ermm wadeva. turn here and there thing. oh wells. did xiao tiao so many many times. oh man. xiao tiao is super super hard to teach. hmmms. then after dance all of us stayed back. i was teaching aiming horizon stuffos. she's sneaking inn tmr! haaha. no larh. just comign to join us. aiming rawks man. she learnt like everyth we've covered in horizon since january within 30 mins. hope she can rmb. (: then met charissa to go cut hair. silly girl. she was so so excited. at first i didnt wanna cut. in the end i just decided to cut. haha. the lady thinned my hair for me. and its like STRAIGHT! chair's hair is super cool too. yea. my butch!! (: not wavy. curly wurly blah boo. haha. so happy. then went j8 to get marshmallows. yummies. lunched. and took neos. the same machine xin and i took ytd. just that this time we only get 2 mins to design the neos. oh wells. neos were pretty. yea. :) then i wanted to peee. but charissa didnt want me to pee. my poor bladder was bursting. so in the end we went to bishan mrt toilet. haha. then the train was like going to arrive in a minutes time and i cant find my stupid ez link card. oh man. charissa thinks im the most troublesome woman on earth. haha. then we went surfbabes and the fickle minded carrot took SO LONG so decide on which wallet to buy. walked from wisma to pacific plaza to heeren to orchard mrt. bought this ripcurl purse. its pink. hoho. went starbucks again. yummms. drank the same thing i drank with melissa ytd. then stayed at popular for awhile and i came home. yepps. watched a bit of tv. slacked. and here i am. (: happy happy today! (: oh. oh. oh. i was nearly murdered by SHA 568R. bleaghs. stupefy!

2004-06-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

current clothing: tshirt and shorts
current mood: sad
current taste: huh
current hair: wet and untied.
current annoyance: myy sister's piano playing
current smell: air.
current thing you ought to be doing: hwk?
current jewelry: nothing
current book: harry potter OOTP.
current refreshment: nothing
current worry: hols ending, mid years on sunday
current crush: nobody. :(
current longing: more time to do more things.
current music: simple plan
current wish: to stop crying
current lyric in your head: simpel plan
current makeup (if you're a girl!): nothing
current regret: ..........
current desktop picture: ermm. some fairy thing.
current plans for tonight/weekend: sleep. get some work done. towning!
current phone: nokia. LG.
current disappointment: myself.
current amusement: nothing?
current IM/person you're talking to: melissa.
current love: stars.
current obsession: gym!
current avoidance: hwk. :(
current thing or things on your wall: harry potter!
current favorite book: harry potter!
current favorite movie: potter!

okies. im so bored. im looking for stuff like that to do. parents going genting tmr (again) HAHAHAHA. more freedom! (:

2004-06-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

got this from melissa! (: hmmms. i ought to do smth about my linkies. oh wells.

What is your name?: zhixuan
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: ?
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: ask my parents.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: dunno.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yah
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: wad for?
Basics
Your gender: female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: mmmms.
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate: 11 oct
Your age:: 14 going on 15.
Age you act: 7
Age you wish you were: 17
Your height: do u have to know?
Eye color: black? brown? see for yourself.
Happy with it?: guess so.
Hair color: black
Happy with it?: theres smth called dye.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: ?
Your family: 1 daddy 1 mummy 1 sister
Have any pets?: fishes?
Whats your job?: studying? playing? eating? sleeping?
Piercings?: nopes. next time maybe.
Tattoos?: no way.
Obsessions?: tons.
Addictions?: of cos.
Do you speak another language?: chinese.
Have a favorite quote?: loads.
Do you have a webpage?: no

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: duh.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: no
Do you have any secrets?: of cos.
Do you hate yourself?: smtimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: not really.
Do you have any bad habits?: many.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: dunno.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: roller coaster ride
What's your biggest fear?: i dont know.
Can you sing?: duh.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: kind of.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: being happy with myself
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: depends.
Are you a daredevil?: smtimes.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yarh.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: yarh.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: dunno
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: ...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yarh
Do you think life has been good so far?: smtimes.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: ...
What do you like the most about your body?: nothing actually.
And least?: fats. inflexibility. low metabolism. obesity.
Do you think you are good looking?: no.
Are you confident?: no
What is the fictional character you are most like?: ?
Are you perceived wrongly?: smtimes.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes.
Pray?: yarh.
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes.
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yarh
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: i dont drive.

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no
Hurt yourself?: yarh.
Been out of the country?: yarh.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: ermmm. depends.
Been in love?: maybe. NOT.
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Had a medical emergency?: once when i was young i think. cant rmb.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: ermm. sort of.
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: by my sister.
Beaten someone up?: my sister.
Been picked on?: yarh
Been on stage?: many times.
Slept outdoors?: yarh.
Thought about suicide?: yarh.
Pulled an all nighter?: ?
If yes, what is your record?: ?
Gone one day without food?: think so.
Talked on the phone all night?: yarh.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: no.
Slept all day?: yarh.
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yarh.
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yar
Had a dream that came true?: deja vu?
Broken the law?: yarh.
Met a famous person?: yarh
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yarh.
On purpose?: ermm. split water on them.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yarh
Stolen anything?: yarh
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: ?
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yarh

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: no
Miracles?: maybe.
Astrology?: maybe.
Magic?: harry potter!
God?: yes.
Satan?: ...
Santa?: used to.
Ghosts?: dunno.
Luck?: yarh.
Love at first sight?: guess so.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: huh.
Witches?: hermione!
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: dunno.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yarh.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:
Do you think God has a gender?: dunno
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: no
Who is your best friend?: dunno.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: myself.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: ...
Your favourite inside joke?: national junior college, national track and field runner (oops), mrt announcement, gubby, little children, aunties, NHSP, APYS.
Thing you're picked on most about?: ...
Who's your longest known friend?: chenye?
Newest?: ermmm
Shyest?: ermmmm
Funniest?: many.
Sweetest?: ermmmm
Closest?: ?
Weirdest?: ?
Smartest?: many ppl.
Ditziest?:
Friends you miss being close to the most?: yangs. xin. shans. meiling
Last person you talked to online?: melissa
Who do you talk to most online?: melissa.
Who are you on the phone with most?: dunno. i talk to many ppl.
Who do you trust most?: nobody.
Who listens to your problems?: journal?
Who do you fight most with?: sister.
Who's the nicest?: many ppl.
Who's the most outgoing?: dunno
Who's the best singer?: many ppl?
Who's on your shit-list?: shit.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family?: none
Do you always feel understood?:no
Who's the loudest friend?: ?
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: daryl's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ?
Do your friends know you?: maybe
Friend that lives farthest away: liang yi! in states.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: maybe
What do you find romantic?: ermm.
Turn-on?: ?
Turn-off?: fat, ah beng, flirt, despos.
First kiss?: not yet
If(BIG IF) someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: normal.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: maybe
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yarh
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: dunno
What is best about the opposite sex?: ....
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:
What's the last present someone gave you?: chocolate!
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?:

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: ermm
You wanted to kill?: myself.
That you laughed at?: my sister
That laughed at you?: dunno.
That turned you on?: ?
You went shopping with?: xinyi
That broke your heart?: nobody
To disappoint you?: myself.
To ask you out?: ermm.
To make you cry?: myself.
To brighten up your day?: nobody
That you thought about?: nobody
You saw a movie with?: daryl etc. cousins.
You talked to on the phone?: cant remember.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: nobody.
You saw?: daddy.
You lost?: ?

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: im not going out.
Or some random person?:
What are you wearing right now?: tshirt and shorts
Body part you're touching right now: huh
What are you worried about right now?: cant wake up tmr.
What book are you reading?: ermmm. magazines counted?
What's on your mousepad?: sm dunno wad stuff
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: lazy. sick. worried. tired. fat.
Are you bored?: guess so.
Are you tired?: yarh.
Are you talking to anyone online?: melissa.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no.
Are you lonely or content?: both.
Are you listening to music?: perfect 10

2004-06-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

im dying now. i cant walk properly. i cant lift up my arms. thanks to 14 dance-less days excluding horizon. ballet ytd was horrible. miss pamela made us do loads of abs exercise. plus. grande battements on teh floor.and splits. my splits suck larh. awww. push ups. AWWWW. i hate push ups. we only did like 7 or smth. adn thats enough to put me thru another 3 days of torture in which i have to turn to my deep heating rub and salon plus blah blah. 7. stop laughing u ppl. i know i suck. dinner at my cousins housed later. cant wait. lalalalaa. (:

2004-06-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

mischief managed.

:)

harry potter-fied.

2004-06-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

got this from cy. (:

spell your first name backwards: nauxihz

the story behind your blogspot username: ermm. its related to smth i like alot?

are you homosexual: no.

wallet: tons. new pink roxy one. (:

hairbrush: dark blue.

toothbrush: purple

jewelry worn daily: nothing?

pillow cover: this sweet little pink thingy with teddys floating around.

blanket: pink.

coffee cup: one white. one pink.

sunglasses: i dont wear sunglasses.

underwear: smth i wear everyday.

favorite shirt: tons.

cologne/perfume: elizabeth arden. dkny. estee lauder.

CD in stereo right now: ermmm.

tattoos: nopes.

piercing: maybe next time.

what you are wearing now: black tee shirt. and pcps shorts!!!

in my mouth: air. saliva. cells. nerves.

in my head: potter. potter. harry harry potter!

wishing: that evryth wld be better.

after this: dunno. pottering? i mean. harry potter-ing.

fetishes: ermm. tons.

person you wish you could see right now: harry!

is next to you: my sister

some of your favorite movies: loadsies. loadsies. harry. lotr. peter pan. centerstage.

something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: dec hols.

the last thing you ate: dinner. ermm. potatoes!

something that you are deathly afraid of: many things.

do you like candles: kind of.

do you like incense: im fine with them.

do you like the taste of blood: NO.

do you believe in love: yepps.

do you believe in soul mates: yeahh.

do you believe in love at first sight: yarh.

do you believe in Heaven: yes. (:

what do you want done with your body when you die: donate wadevae that can be donated. throw my ashes into the sea!

who is your worst enemy: ...

if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: doggie.

what is the latest you've ever stayed up: 9am.

can you eat with chopsticks: yarh.

what's your favorite coin: ten cents. small in value and size they can be. but u need them to go to ermm. far east level one toilet.

what are some of your favorite candies: tons..

what's something that you wish people would understand: im not who u think i am.

what's something you wish you could understand better: myself.

who is someone that you really wish was still around: many ppl?

2004-05-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

hols are here. but im so not in any holiday mood. ive been reading and sleeping like evryday. i mean wad else can u do with only a few stupid cents in your wallet. oh wadeva. i cant stand my parents. the way they scold and lecture me. as if im gonna end up in ite. oh man. ok. so wad if i end up there. i dont care. i've got like other more impt stuff to worry about alright. its not my fault im born materialistic and money minded. oh wells. i really dont know wad to type. oh yarh. who wants to go nanyang dance night with me?? meiling, yangs and ermm. dan qing adn ermm. dunno who larh. loads of my friends performing. yepps. 4th and 5th of june!! :D oh yarh. 5th of june! my HARRY POTTER MOVIE 3 DAY! :D cant wait cant wait cant wait. :D towning and crush hunting with mel tmr. adn ermms. oh yarh. i finally watched lotr. fellowship and the two towers. oh man. they rawk. i love aragon. and legolas. adn frodo! and gandalf. :D achilles too! :D and peter pan. :D HARRY POTTER!! :D hahahhhhahhahhahahahhaas. im gonna read harry potter 1 2 3 4 5 PLUS lotr in the hols. yea. :D

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2004-05-25T08:18:00.000+08:00

having CME in sch now. sighs. everythings sucky now. :( life, sch, me, everybody. how am i suppose to use june holidays to relax and prepare myself for term 3 when i've got so many things to handle, worry about. hwk, dance, piano, everything. i hate life like that. i dont want such a busy life. i dont even have time to sleep and rest. its like wake up, drag my ass to sch, lalala, back from sch, dinner, stone, too sick to do any work, force myself to do sm shit, 10pm already. i really hate sch. YUCK. and i got back my ppr. sucky shit larh. :(

sighs. its like only 8.26 now. and the horrible today only ends at 5.30pm. 9 hrs more. bloody shit. going out with melissa to get her bdae prezzie tomms. then thurs. daddy and mummy going genting. both my sister and i wanna go too. we'll do anything to skip sch can. so if im not coming on thurs and fri, tomms would be my last day of sch. mmhmmms. went swimming with my sister ytd. talked alot alot. :)

i hate tues and thurs can. partly cos of dance. i mean i like to dance but cca really drains me physically and mentally. its not like ballet. so relaxing and i just feel ten times happier during ballet. i really dont know how to explain. oh wells.

nevertheless, i still cant wait for june hols. at least i can get more sleep. first week is for me to slack and rest. and mel adn i are going CRUSH HUNTING on monday!! :D then i'll watch tv and read loads of HP. and look forward to harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. :D spent moer time with APYS. do pass year paper shit. english portfolio. oh man. i hate english can. all those wad statement shit. arguement means arguement. why do we need to do portfolio and learn about the TASTE thing.

wadeva. im falling asleep in front of the comp. i dont know wad else to type. mmhmms. tata.

2004-05-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

ytd sucked. read chair's blog for more details. bought my centerstage!! :D walked from somerset to lido and back to somerset with chair and mhd and mk. oh man. dinner at thai village. shark fins. yumms. dadddy's bdae. :) slept very late yesterday. half way through harrypotter OOTP. :D

today was boring. horizon is gettign so boring that i'll rather help my daddy loook for a new house. :D daddy wants to get a new house!! like finally. im sick of my pink doll-house already. ok. not the gym and swimming pool. but u know wad i mean. my room and all. yarh. did borign stuff for horizon. oh man. today was so pathetic. only one guy turned up. and he just sat there and stoned. did barre. boring boring. no kitty and boon meng, lei.. etc to cheer me up. sectwos having hist tomms. so only lynn turned up. then center. revised. boring boring. port de bra transfer of weight. blah blah. boring. sautes. worse. my legs are tired now. went p.s later and i bought some aural stuff from yamaha and tchaikovsky nutcracker suite!!!! :D bought daddy's prezzie and went home. some unknown person sent daddy a bdae cake. my cousins came and all of us shared the cake. ran with my aunt later. she rocks. :D talked alot. yepps. then dinner. thats all.

just realised that june hols is only one week away!!! :D hahas. cant wait cant wait. loads of stuff happened. but 90% cant be posted here. yangs told me some stuff. about me, austin, david jie, eugene, yxy and this other girl. yarh. then some stuff in school. sighs. oh yarh. talked to wenting just now. felt much better. guess i really shud not be bothered about others. just hope things will get better. :) really love all these people who are always here for me. yangs, cy, shar, mel, chair, david jie, aiming, lynn, daryl, dillian, keef, sher, aaron etc etc. :D love ya loads!!

oh yarh. HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN! 3rd june 2004. :D watchign with daryl, aaron, yings and dillian. maybe keef and sher. i dont know. cant wait. CANT WAIT. love them loads. and our APYS. hahas.

hmms. daddy and mummy going genting on thurs!! :D home alone for my sister and i. HAHAHAHAHAAH. im gonna watch my centerstage, hp, lotr and pon sch and fri!!! yay! :D im like designing my dream room now. :D really hope we can move house soon! hahas. okies. back to hp adn TOOTP. i hate umbridge woman. -pukes-

2004-05-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmms. didnt go for dance today. felt kinda sick and all. sectwos and fours not going. only secthrees. so i decided to pon. yarh. went out with melissa. oh man. poor dear. she was ultra sick and all. made a scene at macs. she was like tearing. but both of us ended up laughing at what we've done. hahas. she was so angry she tore loads of paper. and foolscap. in the end she cut out the words 'macs is shit' and we placed it on the table for the auntie. hahahs. then we boarded the mrt. and started doing ss assignment on the train. with everybody giving us weird glares. like wow. nerds from st nicks doign ss assignment on the train. she's damn funny larh. we were laughing and laughing. took to marina bay. then orchard. then city hall. then green line. and i got off at lavender to go home. went running with yuxuan later on. did like 3km or smth. was so proud of myself. pasta and salad for dinner. yumms. (:

oh wells. sometimes i really think we're bring very mean. ok. cy, not cos of wad u said. but yarh. I DO FEEL GUILTY. and i do try to be nice. and like share things with her and all. but she always irritates me. oh mann. well. i do understand stuff like that. but.. ok. i dunno. im not goign to talk about it anymore. i cant stand myself. especially for being so ermm. easily affected by anything. people, their comments, my parents, everybody, evrything. i hate this word 'hate'. and i hate this thing hate. life is to short to hate. why hate somebody and still make it a point to let the whole world know. do you really find joy in doing so? do u even know the meanign of hate? how a few words can mean to a person? how little actions can affect somebody else? im sure you dont. and i dont think i have too. i really think im just a childish freak scared of everything. all i do is cry. thats all. cry. feel sad. worry. fullstop. im just like my enemy. wadeva. i dont know what im talking about. and u dont have to as well. nobody asked you to read in the first place. oh man. im sick of this.

2004-05-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

okies. im finally here. today was.. not too bad yarh. mel and i brought our new roxy bags to school! mines pink and hers brown. hahaas. (: and we walked home together. as in she walked home and i walked to 262 bus stop near her house. love that girl (: oh yarh. chi test today. i studied!! fell asleep during the test tho. finished it very very quickly. cos i studied -nods- and that we knew loads of the qns beforehand. heh. :D and i slept until zhanglaoshi collected the papers. hmms. oh yarh. this morning kailin came to class and sm i dont know who wrote stuff on her table again. oh man. i hate ppl who do stuff like that. its ok to dislike a person. but not to the extent of letting the person know on purpose and trying to make her life horrible. and u think its fun? im not just trying to speak up for kailin whatsoever. but pls. life is too short for u to try make people's life horrible. i dont know wad im talkign abt. oh wadeva. i hate it when people make an effort to let the whole world know u hate somebody. cy u get wad i mean. oh wells. :( tomms thurs. i hate thurs. yikes. a maths test on fri. chi oral on saturday. then later on mel andd i going wisma again!! :D adn we're gonna go ermm somewhere. yepps. haahhaahs. and then, horizon on sunday! oh man. sec twos have hist test, most of them ponning. then it wont be fun anymore!!and i have to see sucky NHSP. yuck.

-tote
-black/denim skirt
-white skirt
-orange top from mango
-black tank top
-new wallet
-money
-more money
-more more money
-more more more money
-money money money money money money money money money money money money

~

2004-04-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

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ooh. im finally updating. :D ermm 2.4 today. but i shall not post my timing. i improved. but its still bad. yepps. sch was so fun!! hahahs. oh man. im so happy today i dunno what to type!!! cant wait for tmr. and saturday. :D yeppps. oh wells. im a happy girl today. just too lazy to blog. :D dance was ermm normal larh. did loads of centerwork. and leg lifts. crunches. blah. i need that larh. im TOO fat. nopes. obese. yepps. sulaoshi dint do anyth abt modern dance. he's leaving it to huanglaoshi. omg. i dont want huanglaoshi..oh wells.

wad day is today? monday.
wad day is tomorrow? monday.
wad day is saturday? monday.

2004-04-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

the lost safety pin

oh manx. slept till like 8. :D then rushed off to thomson plaza for ballet exam. xiu ling (spelling??) and yangs came later on. jen li was quite late yepps. this lady did our hair for 3 bucks. wth. 3 bucks eh. can go toilet 30 times. and i paid 3 bucks to get my hair pulled up tightly with loads of gel into a very high bun. yikes. with flowers and ribbon and dunno wad. but still. yucks. then we practiced. then miss pamela sewed my tights cos its ermm. a little torn? dunno how to explain. and she sewed my belt cos its loose and ironed yangs and my character skirts. hahas. our examiner's miss caroline busutini or smth liddat. we just called her miss caroline. she's really young, tall, elegant and pretty. hahas. adn she smiled alot alot. hahas. btu omg. the pianist sucks. the martin person. omg. he's so pathetic. its so obvious he didnt practice before hand. he went out of tune, too fast, too slow, never count properly. my barre was alright. but screwed my dance study and some character shit. stupid martin alrh. then one of the exercises on the barre right, he totally went so out of tune that i was laughing (with my back to miss caroline duh). he sucks. then during character revlons (spellign?), its sm curtsy thingy, then suppose to thank him, he raised his eyebrow. like boon meng. liek raised one side and i LAUGHED. oops. but it ink miss caroline foudn us amusing. cos we were ultra quiet adn even stood in open, wide first position or fifth position when she told us to relax.

then went kfc with yangs. i just stoned while she attempted to study bio. hahahas. then.. met xi chun adn caught PRINCE AND ME. :D its very fairytale but still very nice! :D

oh man. schs tomorrow!!!!! yucks. yucks. yucks. 2.4. yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks. :(

2004-04-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

oh man. i hate the weather larh. im so hot now can. yikes. air con is the greatest invention ever man. okies. today sucked alrh. woke up with a terrible muscle ache. cant get outta my bed properly. my calves were so painful orh. draggedd my lazy ass off to school. adn the very stupid me ran 2km with tw during recess. yikes. adn my calves were like burning already. i hate napfa. so wad if i can do 40 sit ups and 30 inclined and push a stupid metal 50cm away from its original position or run very quickly just to take 2 silly beanbags here and there one by one or run 240000cm for the sake of running. ppl run when they're being chased by perverts or when sm idiots giving out money. i seriously dont udst why ppl run for fun. then had lit. free period. phy. imran was being lame again. he's quite dedicated actually. but really lame larh. then PW. did eng speeches. adn yarh. rushed to thomson plaza. omg omg. forgot to mention. the overhead bridge i had to cross to reach thomson plaza. i felt like dying orh. the pain was like in my calves adn i still had to drag my poor legs up those ten million steps. then dumped my everyth in the studio and went watsons. omg. took so long to find the deep heating rub sponge told me was good. was walkign around aroung around watsons and i even met mrs kwek there. in the end just sat there and stared at all the stuff they have for muscle ache. but still bought deep heating rub larh. cos both yangs and sponge said it was good. bought cleo as well. adn rushed back for lesson. cant do plies properly orh. wth. appplied deep heating rub like a few times and it became better. it helped alrh. loadsies. then after lesson talked to yangs. love that girl manx. really miss talking to her. :) oh yarh. then yangs passed me her letter. hahas. cos that day i was really bored and i wrote her this super long letter mah. hahas. i was reaing her letter on the bus. so super funny kaes. she's super cute. :D i was laughing and laughing to myself like sm idiot. and genrong was on the bus too. and he was laughing at me laughing at yangs letter. hahahas. then gymmed. replied yangs letter. a bit larh. shucks. sports day rehearsal tomms. plus dance. then EXAM!!!! oh manx. hope i wont screw anyth up. -bits lips- i need loads of luck manx. look at my calves. awww.

2004-04-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

im in love with my new signature performance!! pretty pretty!! :D

2004-04-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

heyhey!! im a happy girl today!! :D went to sch for dance at 8. sec ones doing the huanglaoshi jibengong now. quite boring larh. and cindylaoshi kept on calling lynn, aiming, zhihui and i 'seniors'. wow. we felt so OLD? hahas. we did all our barre work. plus center. those stretching stuffos. and.. loads of ya1 tui3. everybody even tried the chair thingy. eh. i dunno how to explain. just like split on two chairs. one chair supporting one leg? then bounce? i dunno. hahas. then i had my second POINTE lesson!! :D i love pointework. we learnt 2 new exercises today!! :D my toes hurt like shit larh. but it was really great!! :D oh yarh. im giving keira's pointeshoes to zhihui. cos its.. too.. tight? dunno larh. she was so happy. practically flying around the dance studio. yay, more ppl learning pointe on saturday now! :D then i went sonata to get my new pointe shoes! met meiling doing flag day on the way. haahs. :D toe pads were outta stock. so gotta wait. got a bloch size 4 signature performance D pointe shoes!! whee! :D i cant wait for next saturday. not cos of sports day. but cos of POINTE!!! :D lynn's gonna help me sew my ribbons and elastics on after cindylaoshi checks everyth. i love pointe!! oh yarh. now yangs wanna learn pointe too! :D hahas. going to daddy's some company family gathering shit tonight. boo. and i dont think i know anybody there. oh wells. hope there'll be nice ppl there. havent had bbq party for a long time. yepps. horizons tmr!!! -beams- i love horizon! :D ballet exam next weds. hope everyth will be alright. nods.

2004-04-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

lalalalas. gosh. this week practically flew by :D anyways. let me tell you abotu my week. :)

monday
-ballet :(
-speech :(
-cant rmb

tuesday
-huang lao shi put me and zhou er into the CHIJ dance. he decided to have 13 ppl instead. didnt really like it at first. cos the rest of them know the sets liao. except for me. he pai-ed abit of it. like the first few secs. and i caught up larh. sort of. so.. yarh. was quite ok. this is the first time im doing modern dance. :)

weds
-ballet
-studied physics. spent like so long to find out abt sm vernier caliper shit. even daddy doesnt know it. hahahahahas. that makes me smarter if i know how to do it.

today
lit in the mornign. fell asleep larh. :p had 2km for pe. YUCKS. my timing sucks. so disappointing. then had phy test. mr imran was being lame. he was like '30 more secs!! 30.. 29.. 28... 27..." like DOTS. we know how to count. then ran another 1.2 with dear chenye durign recess. poor her. got like headache. was so worried for her. hope she's better now. :) then maths. i slept again. and chem. slacked alot. assembly later on was ok larh. the little cat high (pri) drummer was really CUTE. :D then dance. i love having lessons with su lao shi. he rawks. :D his lessons are always funny and exciting. today he played weird music while we did center work and tan2 tiao4 adn yan3 shen2. pretty cool. and we did split jump. or jump split. wadeva that is. then we continued with the modern dance. pretty cool. :D su lao shi is definitely better at choreographing. :D watched nat, pooty adn xiu yi's indian dance. it was really cool and pretty. :D like modern indian dance. :D su lao shi let us off early at like 5 so ai ming and i strolled home slowly. i love that girl to bits! :D we always have tons of stuff to laugh about. :D then on the way home on bus 13 ultra squeezy. got this RI guy with a gigantic bag. im already hidden badly by tall ppl and he's still trying to squash me up by pushing his bag on me. then step on my feet so many times. yucks. i attempted to try to step on his feeet and pretend that it was an accident but missed. i swear i'll kick him HARD the next time i see him. bleaghs. i hate bus rides man. esp with kiasu ppl. YUCKS. hate it when they push and push and push when the bus stops at those popular stops. irritating. like hello. the rest of us want to get down as well ok. oh wadeva. yogurt time now! bye.

2004-04-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

argh! stanley!! sorry about teddy grahams. really sorry. i totally fogot about it. really sorry.

2004-04-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

and once again, i've lost my interest in blogging. this weeks rather bad.

monday
-went PPIS
-had to miss ballet!!!! :(
-normal eveyth

tues
-morning jog :(
-MUGGED LIKE SHIT FOR CHI

weds
-CHINESE TEST. f.
-dunno
-toa payoh library

thurs
-1.6 for pe. PATHETIC.
-full dress
-mugged for hist and maths

today
hist and maths turned out to be ok. yepps. then. found out that my piano is rotting (??) dunno larh. so we're gonna get a new one. hope its a pretty one. :D piano was ok. ms eliza was being rather nice cos i was so tired and all. nearly fell asleep. then ballet. yangs and zihan bought all my hair stuffos for me. thanks dears. but it sucked quite alot. cos its yangs adn my turn to stand in front and i was so blur and tired. mixed up ballet glissades with horizon glissades. pirouettes sucks. just very disappointing alrh. adn character was pretty bad?? tho miss pam didnt say anything but can feel that she's rather disappointed with our class. shall be guai and go for coaching classes on both mon and weds. cant wait for 14 april to be over. I NEED A HAIR CUT.

vj performance tmr. and im still hunting for hair net and all. hope everyth wld be fine. oh yarh. did i mention. im sellign flags tomorrow! my first time selling flags. :) cos i ponned sec 2 flag day. and i dint wanna go with the class cos i happen to have pointe lesson on that saturday. ahahs.

went j8 with xichun today to get her skirt. in the end seiyu was closed for sm dunnow and reason. she was so angry and was like cursing and mumbling and all. she's damn funny. oh yahr. then she made me go into the BRA shop to ask this QUESTION about this THING. and it turned out to be for _________. we nearly died of laughter. i love that girl :)

2004-04-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

why is everything like that? i really wanan run away from reality.

--

2004-03-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

im eating yogurt now. yummms. so tired today. went hunting for ellen's prezzie after sch with melissa. spent like alot alot of time trying to get smth but apparently, j8 dosnt have v nice stuffos ideal for bestie's bdae. saw sponge outside U2 and i was eh. sponges are suppose to be yellow. and not ermm black. or lke wad he said. CRISPY BROWN. dont u think crispy brown sounds like those stuff they write on cornflakes boxes. "delicious crispy brown cornflakes coated with honey. ideal for breakfast and growing children."

oh wells.we've decided to make our chalet 24 april. and its going to be like v ex. plus our costumes. ok. no more costume. plus wadeva we're gonna wear and all. oh wells. i wish i were 10 times as rich as this. :(( adn we're gonna make it a BLACK and WHITE party!! whoo!! :D

then i went to the gym to study after j8. winston came in later. oh my. he's so funny. both of us were claiming to be fat. when he's apparently not and i am. can u believe it. he work out everyday as in really work out. those weights and sit ups blah blah for like 30 mins straight adn then he swims. adn runs dunno how many times a week. he taught me maths. explained sm stuffos to me. saved me the trouble of reading the boring notes. then veronica came. and we tried to do stunts as usual. but to no avail. then louis came. dunno wad he came down for larh. he just did. tried to ask stanley down. but he's like working. oh wadeva. eveybody is so busy. janice and joanne seldom came down liaos. valerie also. stanley and daryl also. me too. the gym wld be so freaking quiet without us. loved those times we used to play tabletennis and all those stupid things we used to do..

cant wait for fridays sleepover. :D hahas. i miss all of them! xin, mei and the shanns! rehearsal at vjc this sat. towning with longlashes on sun + horizon.. stupid tiring week.

2004-03-21T20:17:00.000+08:00

OKIES. I SHALL TRY TO MAKE THIS ENTRY LONG. SO PLEASE READ PATIENTLY OKIES? ALL THE WAY TILL THE LAST FULLSTOP. :D

...having second thoughts abt the sleeping beauty thingy. cos it will definitely take up alot of my time.. hmmms. but I STILL WANNA GO CSTD SUMMER SCHOOL!! bleaghs. yangs going eh! hope i can go too. cinderella ytd was reallie great!! all of the dancerse were great. i love the pointework. and their wonderful acting. they reallie can dance and act. like what huang lao shi calls wu dao yan yuan. :D horizon today. :) i love horizon. did loads and loads of saute, jumped alot alot, developpe, barre work, pirouettes, glissades (?) aiya. loads. too lazy to list out. sulaoshi and xulaoshi dint teach. only yelaoshi. she seems nicer now tho. ahhas. then daddy fetched me home. printed my maths and found out that my tb is in school. schools tmr. :( lucky theres ballet to look forward to. many impt events coming up. 3rd april performance at VJ. modern dance at sentosa. 14 april ballet exam. 17 april sleeping beauty audition. 19 april last day for submission of SUMMER SCHOOL form.

did ~~loads~~ of hwk ytd. did li jie wen da! so proud of myself. :D ran with auntie just now. we're so funny. cos both of us were afraid of the thunder and lightning. so we sprinted back home and screamed alot when it started to drizzle. i love thunderstorms when im indoors. i feel... nice. :) then i met xi chun. and i was like shocked. like.. xi chun? here? at my house lobby???? oh wells. i love that senior. :D we've kinda decided to make every weds our movie day. or at least try to. unless we really have nothing to watch except for ~~the eye 2~~. YUCKS. i hate that show. i hate horror movies.

okkae. im beginning to regret promising u readers that this entry's gonna be long. cos ive lost my writing long entries skill. ermms. okae. since im bored. and u're bored too. (if not u wont be reading other ppl's bloggie) let me tell u smth!! my bdae is coming!! (in 6 mths and twenty days time) :D aiya. im reallie bored can. i still have ying yong wen. maths and eng speech research. and ss and blah blah, blee blee, bloh bloh, boo boo, bah bah, blah. oh watever. smtimes i really wish some people would fall into drains and die, or die of sm disease called mamoolakaya, or get eaten up my their neighbour's hamster. one example is ~~chen shui bian~~. he's such an idiot. and ok. not just mr chen. yahr. cy, u shld know who im talking about.. okies. *looks up* is this long enough? definitely my longest for the past few MONTHS. yarh. lalals. im tired. off to do my ying yong wen. tatas.<----- the last full stop.

2004-03-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

): using my daddy's lappie toppie now. watched qian xian zui zhong (??) abt. ermm yarh. shldnt have watched it. makes me wanna cry. i really wonder why bad things always happen to all the beautiful people while mean freaks live happily ever after.

I WANNA GO CSTD SUMMER SCHOOL!!!!

I WANNA GO FOR 'SLEEPING BEAUTY' AUDITION!!!

2004-03-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

1.Whats your name?
zhi xuan

2. When is your birthday?
11 Oct 89

3. stuff you love?
stars! pretty and cute thingies. :)

4. What schools have you attended?
Bethel Play Centre (that sounds funny) Pei Chun. St nicks.

5. What can we find in your wardrobe?
ermms. clothes. underwear. more clothes. socks. normal stuff.

6. What is the least likely that we can find in your wardrobe?
ermm. i dunno. a bug?

7. What can we find on your study table?
hanaphone. comp. comb. books. hwk. foolscap. cleo. seventeen. and loads of magazines. glitter. wallet. blah blah blah.

8. Favourite ice cream?
vanilla. cookies n cream. chocolate. i love all kinds of ice-cream larh.

9. Favourite cartoon character(s)?
SPONGEBOB. tweety. porky pig. bugs bunny. maisy mouse.

10. Who is the hottest cartoon character?
ermmm?

11. How wld u spend 100 million bucks u won in a lottery?
neos. clothes. shoes. bags. handphones. laptop. charity. (heh)

12. Who would you take with you on a shopping spree?
melissa!! and long lashes. :D

13. What do u do when you're bored?
sleep. watch tv. talk to my sister (IM BORED). make prank calls with her. :D

14. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes. hair. SMILE. :D

15. Do you think anyone in your class is hot?
no?!?!

16. Do you have a crush on someone in your class?
NO??!?!

17. Today was......?
g r e a t

18. Do you play a musical instrument?
piano. :D

19. What movie makes you cry?
sad ones. duh~~

20. Who makes you cry?
pple i really care about.

21. Who makes you laugh?
melissa. cy. charissa. my sister. my daddy. keef. david jie jie.

22. What would you save first if your house is burning?
everyth?? ermms my diaries. hp. all my harry potters.

23. Do you like animals?
yupps! but no creepie crawlies. snakes. snails. frogs. weird fishes. eels. ermms. gross ones larh.

24. What would you name your children?
jordan. nicholas. nicklaus.

25. Have you ever fallen for someone who was attached?
maybe...not.

26. coffee or tea?
i love coffee and milk tea.

27. What do you think of homosexuals?
ok.

28. What do you think of good looking and hot homosexuals?
............

29. How many times have you told someone you loved him/her?
many. :)

30. Did u mean it when u said it?
yarh..

31. LALA...
lalaland? (looks at cy..)

32. fav food?
cookies. ice-cream. fries. spaghetti. pizza!

33. Whats under your bed?
monster.

34. How do you spend your weekend nights?
town? or at home.

35. Whats the most valuable thing that you have lost?
a friend.

im sorry. im bored. anyways. today passed too quickly. enjoyed myself but still. i feel so sad all of a sudden. i hate myself for feeling happy then sad then happy then sad. im weird. maybe its time for me to accept the truth and face whatever i have to face. why am i still waiting. where are you*//

2004-03-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

:(
woke up at nine today. watched spirited away. very very nice. and watched some kids central cartoon until like 1.30 when dance is at 2? ran out and cabbed to sch. reached at like 1.55. dance was kinda horrible. stupid VJC give us such tiny stage. we're like so packed. adn they're taking away the STONE!!! like hello. do u have brains. its the stone that makes this dance nice. or at least the stone plays an impt part in making the dance nice.oh wadeva. hope sulaoshi comes tmr and rearrange everyth and cut sm ppl. our dance is like so messy and crowded now. we dont even have to diao. cos the stage wld be so full of birds that nobody will notice any mistakes. adn many people get to not dance cos they are the stone ppl. and im always hitting or kicking people or get hit by ppl cos of the tiny stage. we're like a group of petrels locked up in a cage. ): whats more. modern dance is performing in sentosa. where its big and i bet they'll look very very nice. while the poor petrels have to dance in a cage at vjc. bought cleo. reading it happily now. :) oh yahr. smth weird happened today. again. we were posing there as in the 3rd formation with shun ting in front of me. and xiao wei asked me 'there got space not?' and she poionted to my right. and i dreamt of the same scene a few nights ago. weird. this kinda stuff happens to me all the time.. freaky. aiya. i dunno what to write about larh.

*i wanna be a star*

2004-03-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

lalas. im tired. horizon this morning. did those normal stuff. got confused by the glissades. too tired to explain why. sucks when u take lessons everywhere and have to learn different combi. then went kallang theatre to watch this performance. its was really bad. the song sucks. like reallie gross. makes my ears bleed. adn the dances were simple? and normal. we were like laughing at everyth and busy covering our ears. i cant stand cheena-fied stuff. as in reallie cheena-fied. yucks. mel, sara adn dunno dunno who escaped half way. naughty ppl. only keira, kal-lynn, pearly, margaret, rosemarie and i bothered to stay until intermission. but the three of them left during intermission. onyl keira, kal-lynn and i stayed. but we slept thru the last haalf. so wads the diff? it was really horrible. those chi high ppl behind were fooling around as well. and gwee was there. mrs cheong. blah. adn LOADS of grandparents. if not for the fact that its free, i'll probably call and demand for a refund. the songs were either to high pitched or reallie gross. i dint udst a single word. evryth was too cheena-fied. worse than horizon's. at least i managed to udst horizon's. and i only slept at the last 20 mins. cos i was reallie tired. but this?? we were fooling around. messaging. recording the songs for fun. walking around. covering our ears. laughing loudly. clapping for no reason. but those chi high ppl were quite nice. talked to us during break time. :D hahas. then went home after that. adn yarh. whole afternoon wasted. :(

watched centerstage after dinner. it was really good. really pretty. then i came online happily not knowing that some MEANIE would send me some quiz thing which will turn out to be some I DONT KNOW WHAT with red eyes and dunno what. its like WHITE and aiya. I DONT KNOW LARH. didnt see properly. just screamed and ran next door. i think im pathetic. i dont even dare to finish watching wishing stairs. sorry larh. i hate stuff like that. YUCKS.

anyways. told melissa some stuff today. felt much better? i dont know. there are just sm stuff that i prefer to tell only some ppl. like cy. melissa. longlashes. oh yarh. got back my ppr. its kinda pathetic compared to others. oh wadeva. i studied. FULLSTOP.MOE can go eat bullshit and get burnt down by voldemort.

2004-03-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey. march hols here liaos.todays so tiring. dance in the morning. was rather disappointing. very little ppl turned up and we were very bad. movements not sharp, too fast, too slow.. blah blah. SYF standard was like ten times better? modern dance is obviously better. adn while peck ying was praising them, we were like gathered there looking at one another cos even natalie doesnt know what to say. we were like reallie bad? vjc performance is on 3rd april, less than a month away and we're still not up to standard. :( then i had my second pointe lesson. cindylaoshi didnt come. so aiming and lynn taught me what they learnt during last sat's lesson which i missed. bixin was there to teach us too. pointe work rawks. :D altho my calves are still hurting from pointe. i think i twisted some bone or muscle or smth. :S plus the blue blacks on my knees. eeks.then went to return centerstage vcd and rushed home. got scolded by my sister cos im suppose to bring her to tuition and she wants to go there early cos she doesnt wanna sit with the guys. (sounds familiar?) she did countdown for me. and called my mummy ten million times to complain. and she only gave me lik ten mins to bathe and change and everyth. i usually take like wad, half and hour? practically ran to orchard f her stupid tuition. adn we were half and hour early. met cy and ada sellign flags at orchard mrt. so funny. they were so poor thing hahas. then i had nothing to do. so just walked arounf forum. havent been there for ages. saw loads of pretty children clothings. reallie very very pretty and ex. hahas. oh wells. i shall bring my daughter there next time. hahahaas. then charissa called me.

charissa: zhixuan!! you know who am i. im charissa! melissa and i almost ended up in the jail.
me: huh?
charissa: wait let melissa tell you the story (pass phone to mel)
melissa: u know arh, we were at heeren and the dunno where there got this wall with a lot of graffitti. then charissa and i tot we could draw too. adn we started taking out markers and drew everywhere. charissa even tried to carry me and i tried to carry her and all our actions were recorded and this security guard came adn told us off. adn charissa says she feel very bad. or smth liddat. (cant rmb)
me: arh.. reallie? what did the security guard say?
melissa: he said wad not suppose to draw. and we said everybody drew and so we tot its allowed (!?!?!?!?!) adn he said ok never mind. or smth liddat. (sorry, cant rmb the rest)

then i went to meet them at far east alrh. but still. getting caught for vandalism? hahas. then we talked about charissa's ex. stupid girl. she had this cute, rich, nice, generous, faithful, sincere bf and she dumped him????? melissa and i were like, "charissa!!!! why u so dumb!!" ahahas. then we walked around. took neos. and i went to meet my sister and mummy. stupid daryl. got some camp. so both dillian and him cannot meet us for dinner ): then dinner at pasta mania :)) and walked around a bit. shall try to sleep early tonight. horizon tmr. still need watch sm performance tmr. eeks.

2004-03-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

okies. today was. tiring. had STD talk in the morning. no morning jog :)) but the talk was like so so gross. ewww. ok. i shall not elaeborate on the details but yahr. it was reallie gross. whats more, those chi high guys were there at the talk as welll. :S
then evryth as per normal. oh yahr. melissa brought orea cornflakes adn we were busy eating during history. this mr tan person replacing mrs tan for like 9 weeks. he's quite poor thing larh. we werent very enthu and all. wasted alot of his time. hahas. adn he didnt teach anything. or at least i dont think he did. oh wells.thenn chinese. i slept. adn recess. and english (zzz) and maths.
dance was tiring. but petrels getting better. :) we're performing at vjc on 3 april. :D sweat alot alot. then later took mrt home with aiming and bixin. then bixin and i met this guy selling tickets (AGAIN) at j8. he said he was from nj. ahhas. he was quite nice tho. we talked abit. like.. eh? we're just strangers? hahas. oh wells. then i went home.
then tok hp from my sister and found out that she lost my mr starhub card!!! the cards not under the phone cover!!! i was like FUCK!!! ran all the way to the car park and climbed around in the car hunting fo it cos she said she might have dropped it there when mummy fetched her home from sch.i was half crying as i searched frantically for mr starhub carddie. made like 3 trips to the car park cos i went home to check if my sister found it in her bag or anywhere else.in the end liza and i pulled out the entire back seat and dug our hands into the seats (???) and i found it!!! stupid cardie. ran all the way home. then i had to return louis SS textbook (OOPS) and take centerstage from stanley. ran to car park again. ahahas. ran alot larh. ate dinner at like 9?? oops. hahas. okies. gtg get sm work done. bubbyes.

to all the beautiful ppl out there: long lashes, cy jie jie, melissa, david jie jie, sponge, stanley, louis, dancers, ticket guy, love ya all loads. thanks. :D

2004-03-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

okies. new blog. im bored u see..

anyways. today was. not bad at first. then very bad. and then quite happy. and not very happy. and quite happy. oh whatever. thats rubbish.mad somebody reallie angry again today. maybe its her? maybe its me? i dont know. and i shall not elaborate. those who wants to know, ask me. then weent to PPIS childrens home thingy. its at JURONG. like JURONG?????? took train there. found this target in red. too bad we got off earlier. made loads of noise on the train. the ppl there were nice tho. adn teh kids were ok? yarh. ate loads of milo powder. (fatss!!) and yarh. thats about all. went home with charissa, shar, melissa, joyce. talked alot alot. love them all loadsies. we were like having KLD (oops) and talking about many many ppl? in other words, bitching? oh wells. but i felt better after that. talking to them makes me happy.

rained like alot alot today. hope it'll rain more, now that im safely at home. dry and warm. ahahs. oh yarh. sm chi high guys in my sch f some exchange programme. evrybody making loads of unnecessay toilet breaks. hahas. they're quite funny. and quite poor thing alrrh. ahhas. oh wells. gtg. hist hwk!!!!!! tata world.

-xuan

2004-03-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

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